Never let Life hardships disturb you. After all, no one can avoid problems, not even Saints or Monks or any other spiritual Beings. I know I’m not the only one dealing with shit, still from the lost. , I try to be positive and look into the light.
I want to believe things will be different this time. I will make it, and strive, I have this fear of failure of not just being a friend, or a leader for my company. But fear I will be forever alone , never being touched the way I want to be touched, hold and wanted. Respected by my peers in the field I have chosen to be a Photographer. I’m really starting to think about everyone actions are a result of Karma.
Is Karma from sort of unknown energy from past energy built up from the neagtive energy ? I Do know our actions creates desire. Desire produces further action, which continues the cycle of Karma. To be aware of this reality and to master it, one must understand postive and negative energy. All i ever wanted in life was just to be happy. I’m starting to see and understand that Fame, wealth, and social status do not guarantee happiness; In fact it seems they often hinder it, very much indeed. Ever since the popularity of my show fashion in the kitchen.
I have had difficulties of sleeping, always wondering if my show can be better. Or is there a better show out there? Going out every night or at least three time of the week, it isn’t just about having fun. Work really never is about partying hard or having a good time. In my field it’s about making cash , and a’lot of it. I’m starting to to think more about Enlightenment, or true happiness, i see now it’s not a transcendental state. It is a condition of broad wisdom, boundless energy, and positivity good flow. We or at least myself see that i cant have what i truly want. Not without such Mind Flowing positive thoughts of light energy. I was asked by a tibet monk once what would my current frustrations look like from the vantage point of the final days of my life? It took a well more than a minute before i could answer; Actually I had no actual answer. I Just remain silent. He smiled and said You seem to be wiser than most your age. I replied I’m still thinking of a answer. He laughed, and said you will be thinking for a very long time as any wise person would.
I was only 18 at the time, but I’m starting to get it now. The true nature of our lives well at least believe is that we exists; Everywhere at once across all space and time for the nature of our lives is nature of the universe itself. Which is a’lot of energy, so in some sort of way Karma has to exists right? I’m just babbling a’lot these days, I feel I need to do this and much love to those who bare with my babbling. I seeking a’lot of thoughts from others and opinion on this matter subject we call life. Thank you…!